I suffer badly from spam and use Spamhaus spam blocker, on my email
system at home. Before I download email I take a look at my pop3
account to delete any obvious spam and phishing emails before before
the even get to my machine. I noticed there was an email from you and
expected to see it when I did a download, only it transpires that
Spamhaus blocked your email, and deleted it before I got it. If you
have any messages, please post them at the group otherwise I will
never see it.